User Profile

Hi my name is Amy. Here are my stats:
Height: 5ft 3
HW: 127lbs (yuck)
LW: 73lbs
CW: 102lbs
GW1: 98lbs
GW2: 95lbs
GW3: 90lbs
FGW: 85lbs

I Like symmetry, everything to be in order. I have an obsession with Karen Carpenter, a mon avis she is the most beautiful, charismatic, tallented, wonderful and tragic human being on the face of the earth. I collect Carpenters merchandise and cds, my goal someday is to own everything I possibly can which relates to them.
I currently am in love with a guy who will never know and probably never love me back, he is my professor and he is not conventionally good looking or anything but I am convinced we are soul mates. He talks to me about his life and his trials and tribulations, we are very close but the whole uni firing him if anything were to happen thing along with his manic depressive wife and two kids stands in the way of anything ever happening but you never know, watch this space.
I have a treadmill in my living room, my dad bought it for me. I guess the whole me having anorexia so severe it nearly killed me thing has never really resonated with him but I guess it works to my advantage. I live alone which suits me fine. It means I can buy lots of food and play with it but never have to eat it because there is no one there to judge. It gets lonely but since I used to live with someone really messy who put his feet on my coffee table it is preferable.
I have a very love/hate relationship with food. I love to look at it and play with it like organise skittles by colour, or stack biscuits like lego blocks or make sculptures out of peanut butter and marshmallow fluff but I don't really like to eat it. I hate feeling full. I do have to eat sometimes though cause my eating disorder has given me heart troubles and I have to try and eat healthy stuff to keep it under control, if I don't want to die, which I don't right now.
I think the future will be interesting, I want to get married someday and write a book and have a cat, and work in urban outfitters, finishing college would be cool, especially i was such a screw up in high school that my teachers said it would be a miracle if i ever got into college. I would like to make my dad really proud of me and take care of him one day the way he has always taken care of me. I love my dad, he is my best friend and so far the love of my life. I hate my mother, mostly cause she is a bitch but also cause she is shallow and nasty to my little sis. I would also like to travel a lot in the future, there are so many places i have never been but would love to visit, like washington, minnesota, prague and amsterdam, maybe australia as well someday.
I love music, aside from the carpenters my favourite artists include: bright eyes, david bowie, avril lavigne, the cure, the clash, coldplay and elton john. I am a bit of a book worm, Obviously like anyone who has ever had anorexia i love marya hornbacher's book wasted. it's my favourite. I hate steven levenkron but i like the best little girl in the world. I think i hate him cause he was the therapist who treated karen carpenter and obviously unsuccessfully, but it's also cause he thinks he knows everything about anorexics and is a god when it comes to treating eating disorders but clearly he is so far up his own ass...
anyway that is me, sloanie, polished corner, ballerina, little girl lost, geek, junkie, smoker, dreamer, anorexic, control freak, crazy, artistic, manic, anxiety ridden, book worm, etc

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